Listen.

I hope by now, or you should know by now, that your older sister was grooming you at a young age by showing you all of those pornographic tapes of women in sex scenes, and women with multiple sex partners at once, including other women, while you were as young 14. Why? Because she was a part of that community. This was a way to influence your behavior early to indoctrinate and produce a virtual sexual addiction that resulted in you experimenting with these forms of sex in real life which shaped you into the person you are today.

Demonic influence plays a major role and is what fueled the construction and creation of the thought and plan in the beginning. But when consistently engaged in over time without any self control, demonic control becomes a reality, no matter how normal the person may appear on the surface.

It then becomes a spiritual problem that requires a spiritual solution. You have to start reforming the inner person through spiritual renewal. The way you do that is to separate yourself from any person who has not made God and his instruction, in terms of following Gods ten commandments and word, the priority in their life.

Why? Because their bad habits and biblically condemned behavior overtime can and will begin to influence and corrupt you. Not too dissimilar to the things that got you into the predicament you are in now. Associating with individuals whose corrupt, perverse behavior, corrupted and perverted you.

So you are now, in a predicament , where you are battling alcohol addiction, drug addiction, and sex addiction. If you sincerely want to change you have to separate yourself from all of that, and the individuals who trivialize it, practice it, and encourage you to practice it, if you are to be successful. Associate with fellow believers who will guide and direct you in the right direction. That alone will bring you a lot of peace where you can focus on drawing closer to God without any distractions.

But if you persist in associating with the same kinds of people who got you into all the trouble you are in now by influencing and even in some cases forcing you to engage in these behaviors you will never be successful at changing your life in a way that frees you from these kinds of corrupting, destructive, shackling, enslaving sins, because the corruption and addiction is now on a spiritual level and it now requires a spiritual solution..