Barack Obama’s gay sex fantasy confession is revealed in unredacted letter to ex: ‘I make love to men daily, in the imagination’
- Obama, then 21, wrote to Alex McNear in November 1982, with whom he had been in a relationship during his time at Occidental College in Los Angeles
- He delved into the topic of homosexuality and confessed that he ‘loves making love to men daily, but in the imagination,’ according to the redacted letter
- He described homosexuality as a way to detach from the present and potentially evade the recurring theatrics of earthly existence
By NOA HALFF FOR DAILYMAIL.COM
PUBLISHED: 20:20 EDT, 12 August 2023 | UPDATED: 20:20 EDT, 12 August 2023.
Former President Barack Obama‘s gay sex fantasy has been revealed in a newly-redacted 1982 letter to his ex girlfriend.
Obama, then 21, wrote to Alex McNear in November 1982, with whom he had been in a relationship during his time at Occidental College in Los Angeles.
He delved into the topic of homosexuality and confessed that he ‘loves making love to men daily, but in the imagination,’ according to the previously-redacted portion of the letter, which was obtained by the New York Post.
Obama described homosexuality as a way to detach from the present and potentially evade the recurring theatrics of earthly existence.
‘In regard to homosexuality, I must say that I believe this is an attempt to remove oneself from the present, a refusal perhaps to perpetuate the endless farce of earthly life.’ 
Former President Barack Obama’s gay sex fantasy was revealed in a newly obtained 1982 letter to his ex girlfriend, acquired by The New York Post
Obama, then 21, wrote to Alex McNear in November 1982, with whom he had been in a relationship during his time at Occidental College in Los Angeles
He delved into the topic of homosexuality and confessed that he ‘loves making love to men daily, but in the imagination,’ according to the redacted portion of the letter.
He admitted to a daily intellectual connection with men, but claims it was solely within the realms of imagination.
‘You see, I make love to men daily, but in the imagination,’ he said in the letter reported by the Post.
The letter, over 40 years old, was addressed to a former girlfriend and has resurfaced due to the extensive interview conducted by biographer David Garrow.
Obama explored the concept of an androgynous mindset, expressing his desire for a perspective that encompasses people as a whole, rather than segregating them into gender categories.
‘My mind is androgynous to a great extent and I hope to make it more so until I can think in terms of people, not women as opposed to men,’ he said. 
Obama described homosexuality as a way to detach from the present and potentially evade the recurring theatrics of earthly existence
The letter, over 40 years old, was addressed to a former girlfriend and has resurfaced due to the extensive interview conducted by biographer David Garrow 
McNear, after their relationship had concluded, chose to redact the more explicit sections of the letter
Despite these confessions, Obama admitted in the letter that he has accepted his identity as a male and chooses to live by it.
‘But, in returning to the body, I see that I have been made a man, and physically in life, I choose to accept that contingency,’ he added.
When their relationship had concluded, McNear chose to redact the more explicit sections of the letter, but she did explain that Obama had detailed same-sex longings.
However, Pulitzer Prize-winning historian Garrow managed to locate and incorporate these passages in his biography titled ‘Rising Star.’
The letter is currently held by Emory University, which does not allow its photography or removal.
But Harvey Klehr, a friend of Garrow, was able to transcribe the redacted segments by hand and shared them with the author.
Klehr provided the concealed section of the letter to The Post for publication.
Obama, now a father of two, has been in matrimony with his wife Michelle since 1992, and has also come out in the past against homosexual marriage.
In 2004, Obama declared: ‘I don’t think marriage is a civil right,’ and said he believed that homosexuality is ‘not a choice.’
He changed his view while in the White House, and helped celebrate the federal legalization of same-sex marriage in 2015. 
Obama, now a father of two, has been in matrimony with his wife Michelle since 1992, and has also come out in the past against homosexual marriage 
Garrow, who years ago revealed Barack Obama’s gay fantasies has also labeled the former president ‘as insecure as Trump’ – and says he is too ‘lazy’ to serve on the Supreme Court in a bombshell interview from early August 
In response to the revealed contents of the letter, Garrow asserted that there was nothing atypical about Obama’s sexual fantasies during his youthful years
In response to the revealed contents of the letter, Garrow asserted that there was nothing atypical about Obama’s sexual fantasies during his youthful years.
Addressing the matter, Garrow said, ‘As a historian and not a psychologist, I observe that it’s well-known that a significant majority of individuals have their share of sexual fantasies.’
Garrow, who years ago revealed Obama’s alleged gay fantasies, has labeled the former president ‘as insecure as Trump’ – and says he is too ‘lazy’ to serve on the Supreme Court in a bombshell interview earlier this month.
Sitting down for a lengthy Q&A with Tablet on August 2, historian David Garrow also renewed claims Obama’s first memoir was fabricated – slamming it as ‘fictionalized’ and an attempt at ‘inventing a racial identity struggle that never happened’.
In 2004, Obama declared: ‘I don’t think marriage is a civil right,’ and said he believed that homosexuality is ‘not a choice’ 
Addressing the matter, Garrow mentioned, ‘As a historian and not a psychologist, I observe that it’s well-known that a significant majority of individuals have their share of sexual fantasies’
Previously, in the 1,078-page biography Rising Star: The Making of Barack Obama, Garrow unmasked how a young Obama considered a gay relationship while at college, and cheated on Michelle with his ex during their first year of dating.
It also revealed how the ex-head of state – has made a career from speaking engagements and several book deals – once called America a ‘racist society’ in an unpublished manuscript from his days at Harvard Law.
Already aired for some six years, Garrow, 70, addressed many of these revelations in the 16,000 word interview, while also offering some new insight on the man commonly thought to be the Democratic Party’s most influential figure.
‘He has no interest in building the Democratic Party as an institution,’ he told Tablet. ‘I think that’s obvious.’
‘I don’t think he had any truly deep, meaningful policy commitments other than the need to feel and to be perceived as victorious, as triumphant,’ he said of the two-term president, who was succeeded by Trump in 2016.
He added: ‘I’ve sometimes said to people that I think Barack is actually just as insecure as Trump, but in ways that are not readily perceived by the vast majority of people.