It’s something all parents must contend with. He‘s going off to grow up and become a young man and better himself, he will be fine. I’m praying for him that Gods blessings and protection will be upon him. He will be just fine. I’m praying for you as well.
God may be clearing the path for other blessings to come in. You’re one heck of a mother and that young man is blessed to have you. Not every child is blessed with a mother like you who loves and supports their child like you do. He also comes across as a mild mannered and respectful young man which speaks volumes about your parenting skills.
That’s one thing that sparked my interest in you, your love of family is really impressive to me. A person who loves their family first, understands the foundation and concept of love. But I’m not sure if he was praying though, I think he may have been going through his phone earlier.
But that’s okay. I see you’re not above some mild forms of manipulation yourself when trying to accomplish objectives you feel are important. lol. You have to allow God to work on that for you while you submit to and follow his will. Get your hands on some of the free UCG literature to find out what true repentance is and start implementing it in your life. Wipe those tears he will be okay. He’s going to come back a grown man a product of your own efforts and input. Congratulations on a job well done.